♥ Wednesday, August 27, 2008
My Complicate Life ♥
Last night Chubby was shivering and I can feel the pain he was suffering from. I didn't sleep for the whole night, and cooked some porridge for him this morning, but he doesn't seems to eat. Can see that he's in great pain, so i seek from Guo Lin help, telling him to pass his pain to me. And bless Chubby as dog can't talk, they cannot express their pain to anyone so i rather be the one who suffer.
During work, i couldn't concentrate, my mind was all Chubby. And i guess my word do come true, i had a very bad gastric pain in the afternoon, i can't even stand properly. Feel so weak.
When i reached home after work, i saw Chubby getting worst, out of control, i burst into tears. Quickly rush down to the vet @ Jurong Kechil which close at about 8.30pm. When i reach there, am lucky that they're still open. The doctor done a blood test and X-ray for him and i have to wait like 20 min to get the result. My heart was pumping really hard, praying that he will be healthy. Great enough, the result show that Chubby heart and kidney was pefectly fine. Just that his heart was abnormal size. And showing that he have lotsa white cell (meaning his body was infection). Sad to hear that this problem occurs for some time already, which mean before the owner gave up on Chubby, he already suffer from this illness. Chubby was admitted into the hospital then. Really can't bear to leave him there, he will be alone in the night and no one will bring him out anymore. I really so sad at that moment, especially when he cried when i am about to leave. He definitely feel abandoned. It been so long since i last cried, the last time was when Guo Lin leave the world, just now when i saw Chubby, it brough me back to that feeling again. Felt helpless and scared! Please, bless Chubby! Let me be the one who suffer his pain. *cry*
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